This is My Decision.. To Forget You Forever :D

So.. Hye! It's been a long time I've not been updating :) 

so it's school holiday now ~ and that's why I'm getting this to be update u.u

Now I'm just gonna talk about my new topic, no white horse, no mr.Jjongshin or so whatever.

I'm DONE with him . 

Yyyyyayyy~ lool.

Now, I'm just gonna get focus on my rls with Kim Myungsoo. 

Oh, I never wrote about him in here right?

Well...he is my other bf. xD

I'm so-so a bad yeoja. Right? 

We have been in a rls on 041112 ,

and now it's looks alike gonna be 2 years anniversary ^___^

but it's not like we're don't have any fight at all.

We argued all the time. Tsk.

this is our pic anniversary, the one that he edit for (;

but yeah...actually , I didn't ever get to know the real him. He used to secret bout it.

I just don't understand why. /sigh/..

Sometimes I felt I want to break up with him, but I don't want tho because

I love him.

So, please pray for our happiness. Hoping it last long forever. Hope so :/ <3

Wait!!! Have you heard Infinite latest song! ?? :D It's totally cool right??

You are my Last Romeo~ <3 hehe :3

Please keep support them , Inspirit Love Infinite! :)

Thanks For Suggest me this Movie ^^

Koizora - Sky Of Love 

Hey guys! :)

Just wanna share you this great Japanese movie. It was really an interesting movie for sure.

It was a story about a pure love between a guy name Hiro with a girl named Aya. 

They love each other so much, until there's a thing happened and apart them.

But , in the end, they're together back . 

It was adapted from an anime manga actually. Try to read it manga too !

And...wanna know how can I find and watch this movie?

It was... a suggestion from him.

Yet, I still remember about him,

much.

/sigh/ ..

I do remember when he said, "Hey, my face really look alike Hiro when he is in black hair. "

Yes, he is.

Handsome and cool.

Urgghhh... I missed him again badly.

How I wish I can be happy and live like that pic ^

Yea...no for sure.

How I hope I was A person without feelings.

Hey...do you find my blog? I hope you will..haha

So that you can be proud.

This blog only , all, about you. 

/laugh/ ..

bye. Three weeks no online. </////3

enjoy ^^ <3

8th April 2014 - Happy25thJjongDay

Happy Birthday to Bling Bling*** Kim Jonghyun SHINee!!!! :D

You're My first Bias , forever and only. 

You're the reason I love SHINee :3

Saranghaeyo!~

this is for the one. You're my Jjong for once. :)

from : Kibummie <3

So.. It's End. Forever End.

So , after all what happend, oh, do you wanna know what happend? There's a girl, the one that I've been close before, the one that I told everything to her, all secret and I share all things with her, cheated, dumped me , behind.

Why did I say like that?

Because, she took away my ex-boyfriend away. She's been keep her feelings toward him since my relationship with him. And, when the time come, she talked bad about me, making a fucking fake story, that what makes.. he, lost trust toward me,

forever.

I can't blame him after all, because I broke one promise I made with him. And, for that, I deserve his mad.

But, the thing that I can't accept is, the girl, she must be really happy to have that guy.

But then, what happen now is, they already broke up back. 

Happy? Not really, because I told myself already,

you're not going to have anything with this guy, anymore.

But , time come and passed by, I'm in my other account, talked with ,

this guy,

again,

in his other account.

And he got someone else in there too.

Player forever.

So what? I dont care much, just keep talking with him, as long as he didn't know, that it was me.

What will happen if I told him that?

haha... I don't know.

Well... I don't mind anything.

It's definitely forever end. ^^

Still...and yet, I remember this. :')

1/3/2014 and He's Back again.. But ..

So.. It's been for a while I didn't update my blog .___.

Uhmm.. What to share.. Oh! So..yeah, Yesterday me and him talk again..

But, with a new way.. and situation..

Awkward.

If he .. being honest with me earlier.. If I knew what I've done can make him..

Lose his trust toward me..

If I knew , If I hold on my promise.. 

Maybe we will still can talk like before.. 

Like what I want..

But, it's definitely wouldn't be.. 

But, Hey, It's better to hear he is keep thinking about me.. 

I hope I wasn't a good memoriser..

I hope I could turn the time back..and hold on my promise..

It's okay.. You deserve a much better life..

It will be a suck if you keep stuck, hanging on with me.. Right?

I promise I wouldn't disturb you and her anymore.. 

But..

I realise .. I still want to talk with you and I'm still loving you.

I'll let you go.. 

I'll never ever blocked you from finding someone else..

I'll pray for your happiness always , Mr. White Horse :)

Haha, I didn't expect your dp will be same as my cover wallpaper for my phone :')

I hope it was a destiny between us. Okno.. ^^'

I Miss You..

And, he came ...but only just for a while in the Saturday morning..

Well, maybe it just for a while..

But as long as I know he's fine..and in good condition..

It's already enough for me..

Because I know, me and him will never be able to be together..

We're too much different ..

Like the fluffy clouds in the sky..

And the droplets water on the ground..

I should stop loving him from first.. but yeah..

So, maybe yesterday is our last met..

Maybe yes,,

Maybe no..

Just take care of yourself  ..

Study well..

I will miss you everyday..Shin. (:

10 years we have being a Schoolmate..

  

Pejam celik, pejam celik, eh, dah 10 tahun kan kite berkawan ? uhm, dah 10 tahun kite satu sekolah an? Tengok-tengok je.. sekarang kau dah tinggi.. kepala kau pun aku dah tak boleh nak label lagi besar dari badan..hehe, gigi kau pun , nak kate dah takde..ade la, tapi tak sebesar dulu. Ceh, gaya pun.. dulu kan orang suke label kau 'sotong' sebab jari jemari kau tu yang lembut amat bak tulang sotong, haha~ tapi sekarang...ceh, maskulin sikit dah.. muka pun , dulu comel.. sekarang takde dah comel2 tu,, tapi perangai peramah dengan friendly tetap akan kekal an? 

Semua orang mesti akan suke kau dari first impression je, sebab secret recipe kau la,

Senyuman.

Bile kau senyum, haha, bling bling habes.. 

Kat sekolah dulu pon, kau memang femes habes lah, sampai budak darjah 1 pon bole kenal kau, lmao. Kitorang sume ingatkan kau yang jadi ketua pengawas , tapi tak pulak,, sian kau, hehe.

Uhm, ingat lagi dulu , kau kan kawan baik ngan Naim.. tapi korang suke gadoh, bile dah gadoh, ngamuk2 , nanges.. haha, sumpah tak matang.  Gadoh ngan Cik A konon, tapi sebenarnya kau suke die, hewhew. 

Lepas UPSR, nak tawu x? Aq trima tawaran sekolah tu pun sebab ade kau kat sane, percaya tak? haha, klu tak, mmg smk la aq skg..

tapi,

berani kau pegi an? Ingatkan nak cukupkan sampai 11 tahun.. tapi, berani kau an?

uhm, tak pe lah.. Kau pun dah fikir masak2 , aq tawu , kau mesti fikir mcm nk trgolek pasal bende nie.. 

Aku hnya mmpu mndoakan yg trbaik utk kau, aq harap kat sane, kau takkan berubah to someone yg aq x kenal... nk dkt 10 thun nie..aq kenal kau.. aq respect kau , so,, please jaga diri..

Aq nk kau tawu, walaupun kat sekolah menengah nie, kite tak lah serapat mane, tapi aq bersyukur sbb dpt kenal kau.. hope you achieve your success in your new school..

Mungkin, senyuman kau la yang pling aq akn pling igt smpai bile2.. sbb syuman tu, aq jatuh, tewas, for about 9 years alr.. and it's a lie, if I tell, I don't like you anymore until now.. 

Jangan berani kau lupekan aq, haha.

sebab aq tak kan lupe kan kau kot (?) ..

Melepaskan, merelakan dan redha itu lbih baik..nk tahan pun, kau dah pegi.. haha, tsk,

Jadi contoh yang baik, jaga iman dan takwa,..Allahumma amin :') 

Abang fake ! You're my bestfriend till ever meh <3 150498 ~

Memories remain till ever. :)